Forbidden fantasies dazed in the desert like a snake

nobody can sense them they are burried in sand

I try to perceive light, beggin’ you : awake !

-my eternal Dark ONE can you turn me into a lioness

so I can be queen in my own world-?

Ignorant minds, thinking numb in just one way

lifeless folowing rules, someone obliged them to

throw away that skin like the snake, be no longer prey !

-my eternal Dark ONE can you turn me into a lioness

so I can be queen in my own world-?

silently observe my paradise of imaginary dreams

vulnerable but convinced on top of my mountain

passionate desire exciting my skin provoking screams

-my eternal Dark ONE can you turn me into a lioness

so I can be queen in my own world-?

Why is it that I feel this way?
Blackened thoughts betray my heart
Full fill my soul I’ll beg: hear my pray

I thought it was the right path I had chosen
The search for self-awareness will stay
But every time I go there it is you I see again

Deceivers kiss 
                      Will only
Feed my rage

I feel your presence in my stomach
I hear your voice screaming in my soul
Although you hunt me your guardianship I embrace

Feeling this anger hanging there in foggy mist
How will I know you’re not a false hunter?
Your existence:  a stupid minds twist?

Deceivers kiss
                      Will only
Feed my rage

Questions - searching -hoping for a clue
Will there be an answer before I explode?
Is it so wrong…trusting the dark ones I do~

But you are dark and still pushing me away
Or is it that you are a Deceiver?
A little white angel being there to betray

Deceivers kiss
                      Will only
Feed my rage

This last thought brings me resolution
I’ll take the venture - walk the path I‘ve chosen
I know who I am my believes can’t be wrong

Deceivers kiss
                      Will only…bring me trust
Convince me
Encourage me
Inspire me
                      Feed my rage and I will go there~and feel surrounded

Hear the silence of my eternal beating heart
See the moon that circles my forever-dark soul
Be silent when my beloved devil speaks to me

I demand you to fulfil my darkest elicited hunger
You are here only in the flesh not for who you are
O’ yes I saw you dancing very slow in radiant light
Your cautious moves were ostentatiously heated
Don’t say you were not aware of my gazing eyes
The muscularity of your body heated my thoughts
When I came closer you threw me a little smile
Did you feel the eccentric electricity when our bodies met?
The unbeatable rhythm drove you deeper in my arms
I heard the flattering soft words you whispered in my ear
I chose you because I find you highly skilled for my needs
Now you say that it’s not how a woman should act…
Their where no complains when I asked you to come with me!
Don’t be afraid that you didn’t fulfil my needs
Unconditional love I have found and it will be caressed
That is not why we won’t meet again in this life
You are such a fragile human being in al your toughness
Do you believe in magick and worlds outside our own?
No I’m not a dark angel with intentions to bring you harm
Neither am I a witch...you can say I’m a vampire
I just need your attention and body to provide energy
so I can roam around in my eternal search for fulfilment
No there is no fear because I am never alone…
HE is there to protect me; to escort me; consolatory
Dark HE is...perhaps devilish...but not a demon...
His intentions are black for others only true for me
I call him Patron because HE is anonymous in name
Due to him my soul experiences and learns to self-awareness
Imperious me to perceive the dreams from my higher self
Now I invite you to leave me...don’t look behind
Embosom our night...however forget my existence
You gave me for what I was covet after and lust after
I demand you not to feel any desire for me..go now...

Hear the silence of my eternal beating heart
See the moon that circles my forever-dark soul
Be silent when my beloved devil speaks to me